my man Al knows
—currently the most difficult thing I’m trying to do right now.
My fox tattoo by Steve Roberts | Rise Above Tattoo | Orlando, FL. (Gardenia done separately)
Artist: Ryan Ashley Malarkey
The Strange and Unusual, Kingston Pennsylvania.
Going through old texts, I’m so fucking sorry. without context you probably thought I was being so goddamn mean, it seems like I’ve been incredibly mean over the past monthish. Jesus, this is my fault.
what happens if after you take your couple of weeks of alone time you realize you like being alone much more than you like being with me? that after being rejected a first time i’ll be rejected again.
things i’ve been thinking about.
I just want my life back. That’s all.
I keep saying this to my ex, because even though he says he wants to get back together (eventually, just not this second, he has to figure himself out) I don’t believe him so the situation is continuing to make me an inconsolable mess. And I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m annoying, I’m sorry I wont just go the hell away, I’m sorry I’m so freaking pathetic, I’m sorry I’m so fucking sorry.